A Korean Jewish Rabbi?! 세계 가장 큰 유대교 회당 랍비가 한국계?!

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Angela Warnick Buchdahl is an American rabbi. She is the first female and Asian-American to be ordained as both a rabbi and cantor anywhere in the world. She was born in South Korea under Korean mother and Jewish father.

She is a Senior Rabbi at Central Synagogue in New York City, one of the largest Jewish synagogues in the World.

엔젤라 워닉 북달 랍비는 뉴욕 센트럴 시나고그 (회당)의 수석 랍비로 여성으로서, 그리고 아시안계로서 랍비와 선창자 (칸토르)로 임명된 세계 첫 사례이다. 그녀는 한국 어머니와 유대인 아버지 사이에서 태어난 한국 출생자이다.

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영상제작자: 이 영상을 만든 이유는 유대인으로, 또 한인으로 그녀가 갖고 있는 정체성에 대해 탐구하기 위해서이다. 과연 유대인 디아스포라의 정체성이 무엇인지, 한인 디아스포라의 정체성이 무엇인지, 그것을 확립하고 보존해야하는 당위성이 무엇인지, 그녀의 입을 통해 들어보고 싶었다.

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I grew up Korean but I was Jewish but

all my and my mother was Buddhist but my

emos were Trisha so like it was like

I'd now like to invite rabbi Angela book

doll from Manhattan to lead us lessons

and candle lighting rabbi Thank You mr.

president I'm tremendously honored to be

here with you and with mrs. Obama I

would say that our founding fathers they

wanted an aspire to build a country that

was truly a place of religious freedom

and equal opportunity for all people but

I have to predict that they could not

have imagined that in 2014 that there

would be a female asian-american rabbi

lighting the menorah at the White House

for an african-american president

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I check it Chandra me it's gone ha ha ha

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my mom would be very proud that I'm here

speaking as a hyung go set him so as you

heard I was born between two worlds in

an army base hospital in near Seoul and

I have this Korean Buddhist mother she

was actually born in Japan but moved to

Korea when she was about five and my

Jewish father my mom was an English

major at ey University and my father did

ROTC and was stationed in South Korea so

that's how they met and then eventually

got married I had my first four and a

half years I lived in Korea speaking

only Korean I lived with my hominid and

my parents and a lot of cousins but is

not very easy to be a half-breed in

Korea in the the Hermit Kingdom and not

only that there's a lot of prejudice in

particular for like American Korean

mixed children and and there was no

Jewish community at all so for all of

these reasons at five basically we moved

to Tacoma Washington which is where my

father's family was from the irony is

they moved to Tacoma which actually has

a bigger Korean population than Jewish

population that was very lucky for my

mom because she got very very deeply

involved in the Korean community there

my emos we brought over two of my emos

to America to Tacoma they all lived in

my house first you know how that goes

for Koreans you know I lived in my house

for six months and then they moved to

their own house like my emos when they

came they were all everyone was raised

Buddhists but they all got deeply

involved in the Korean church community

as a social outlet and then each of them

converted to Christianity one of them my

aunt became truly like born-again and

she became a Korean minister and so

she's still very active as a Korean

minister and had a small Korean church

so you can imagine what it was like for

me I grew up Korean but I was Jewish but

all my and my mother was Buddhist but my

emos were Christian so like it was like

it was like a I was a religious studies

major cuz it was a form of therapy for

me so like you know I had to learn like

what was going on now you can take my

mother out of Korea but you can't take

the Korean out of my mother she was a

tiger mom before that like term was

coined she made me take piano lessons at

the age of five

she had a very strong kind of almost

impossible work ethic she taught me to

live with a lot of respect and deference

for elders very important she like

drilled that into us that this was the

key to everything was education and

luckily Jewish and Korean values are

very similar especially around these

ideas around education and how we think

about our tradition and preserving

tradition and all of those things

sometimes there were times where I felt

like I didn't belong anywhere and

instead my mom you know kind of

encouraged me to think of the fact that

I could belong everywhere and I could

take the best of my Korean side and the

best of my Jewish side so I do think I

have a really strong sense of deference

and loyalty to my parents and a sense of

respect for elders and a part of me that

also probably what allowed me to say at

age 16 when someone told me I wasn't

Jewish when I was on an Israel trip it

was the first time I went to Israel was

the first time I met Jews who were much

more traditional than I were and they

said if you don't have a Jewish mother

that's how Jewish law traces your

identity so they said you're not

actually a Jew I mean I don't have a

Jewish name Angela I don't have a Jewish

face I said I could just stop being

Jewish right now like and no one would

even notice I think that the part of me

that was Jewish instead of sort of like

ascribing to that was like oh I'll show

you how to do a shame I'm gonna become a

rabbi and I came home from that trip and

I told my mom that I wanted to be a

rabbi and she knew how much pain I had

been through in my Israel trip like how

I felt rejected by fellow Jews on my

trip how I felt inauthentic as a Jew and

by the way that identity crisis like

lasted for quite a while I remember

telling my mom I wanted to be a rabbi

and she just she's not the kind of

person who cries but she teared up and

she just said why do you want to put

yourself through that like why do you

want to put yourself into a community

that's just gonna that has rejected me

like this and it wasn't until she sort

of challenged me that I realized that

being Jewish was is much who I was and I

could no sooner stop doing that than

stop being a woman or stop being Korean

or I'm stop being who I was so I'm just

gonna fast-forward and say that like

there's a long line between age 16 when

I wanted to be a rabbi

to New York where I came to central

synagogue but I will say that in 2014 I

took my place leading this congregation

which is now 2600 families with 7,000

people big it's the largest synagogue in

New York and one of the three largest

synagogues in the world and I'm the only

woman leading any synagogue that's this

big and I'm a Korean kind of crazy

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if he knew you

the key news soon

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Oh

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because Jews especially because we have

been ad I ask for people for 2,000 years

you can't pin us down into one ethnic

group or one race so the idea that

you're a race is almost always gonna be

used against you in some bad way and

it's not the identifiers and so for me I

had trouble though because I didn't look

Jewish in the kind of an American

mainstream white way and that would

always be you know a problem in terms of

people's kind of relationship with me

especially when I was younger and

probably my own sense of like fitting in

people say though if we're not a people

hood and if I don't really believe in

the religion then what binds us together

and that's a really key question like

you probably asked that as Koreans -

like okay so we're not living in Korea

anymore

is it just a bloodline is it just the

way I look is there something real that

like actually draws and binds us all

together and what is the substance of

that so on the one hand one of the

things we talk about all the time

there's this phrase from the Jewish

Talmud called that says every Jew is

responsible for one another meaning that

like we really do feel that we are one

community or one people that are spread

around the world but we are united and

we're responsible for one another and

we're connected in some way when I think

about it now I think you want to get to

something more substantive so part of

what I think about a lot is like how do

we make it more than just like you know

all we share is a Korean food or a

Jewish food or something that's very

surface how do you get to something

deeper like I feel like we really need

that Jewish idea right now and so one of

the things we talk about is like these

are these are qualities that you

recognize in Jews around the world like

countercultural it's iconoclastic it

reverses the the norms of structure and

hierarchy that is like built into the

culture so I think that those pieces

that's the kind of stuff that I think

you can build a connection on something

real that's worth preserving I think all

the time like I'm not here to preserve

Judaism just for its own sake I want to

preserve it because there's something

worth preserving like I think there's

something that Judaism brings to the

world that is powerful that I find so

meaningful that like I really want my

children and other people to learn it so

we have to think about that with Korean

culture as well there are things about

Korean culture and the go beyond that

the surface stuff that are deep and

power

well that's the stuff we want to

preserve that's what we want to share

that should be what connects me to

someone who's in Korea that that I think

is we want to get to that higher level

of like the deep values that bind us

together as a community we're gonna sing

a do die I'm super proud of being Korean

oh I'm gonna get all no

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A Korean Jewish Rabbi?! 세계 가장 큰 유대교 회당 랍비가 한국계?!